Now im officially an adult! Hahaha... Should i feel happy or sad? I have this mixed feeling running through my heart. Happy that im turning adult which means im now able to do many things that i dont in the past? Or sad cause im no longer a teenager? Whatever it is, time flies and there is nothing we can do except appreciating every seconds we undergo. No? Hehehehe
Anyway 45 minutes before 12.00am, there was a short blackout for about 15 minutes yesterday. Wow! We're just in the second day of this semester and this thing happened. I really thought that i might be celebrating my birthday in the dark. Thank god it didnt last long or i might go to bed early. :P
As planned, me and some of friends here went to v5 cafe to have a supper. The purpose was to celebrate the birthday of course. Well it's not my birthday alone, Phil actually shares the same date with me. Hahahaha... So I would like to take this opportunity to wish Phil Foster happy 21st birthday!! And of course to myself too and everyone that is born on the 21st January!!! Hahahaha. Thank you everyone for the wonderful wishes. Really really appreciate it. May god bless all of you! Amin....
Those 3 are the exact words that describe my feeling and situation right now. Sigh~ Im leaving KK in less than 12 hours from now. This one and a half month seems too short for me. I think i had a great moment with my friends and families here this holiday. Believe me, I'll cherish every moment that we have spent together all these time! Thank you everyone!! :)
I guess i wont be seing KK till the next coming June. However based on my previous experience, the time will be passing by so fast.... Really really fast. I'll soon find myself to be very busy with assignments, tests, lab reports, quizzes, and bla bla bla then taraaaa............. im already sitting for final examination! The excitement of going back home will then strike me once again. Hahahha.. Those recycle will just keep repeating itself till i graduate or going for practical soon I guess. Hopefully this new coming semester is going to be enjoyable and wonderful... not only for me, but also to everyone else.
This post is dedicated to Edgar one of my dear friends which is turning 21 this year... Happy birthday edgar!! Tua suda ko kan... Nanti sa menyusul 1 minggu kemudian. :D
WARNING : THIS POST IS WRITTEN FULLY IN "SABAHAN SLANG". READ AT UR OWN RISK!!
Actually sa suda pigi sana Little Italy last 2 days.. Tp masi nda rasa puas sama that spaghetti... Memandang sa nda lama lg balik UTP, sa plan mo dtg sana tuk kali ke 2 lah... hehehehe. Puas sa pujuk Edgar jd driver sa... Akhirnya dia pun setuju~ Owh ya sa tia dpt pakai kereta coz that car kena pakai ambil budak skolah.. >.<
( ini lah edgar sama gf no 1 dia... )
(Edgar punya Marinara Spaghetti - creamy sauce)
(ini sa punya.. Marinara Fetuchinne(nda tau btul ka tidak) - tomato sauce)
(itadakimasu)
Ok... kami kekenyangan... ngam2 lg pula ujan time tu... so kami stay up la bual2... lepas ujan sudah redah ckit, kami balik kereta then we decided to go to cp tgk wayang 'four christmases'.. nice movie with good 'lolz' moments... oklah not bad. sementara menunggu screening time, kami pun jalan2 la kejap d cp... Edgar kasi tunjuk satu lense yg dia mau ni... harga rm4600 lah something... gila! klu sa leh beli 2 console suda tu. ps3 sama xbox360! hahaha.. biarlah, hobby org bah kan. klu ko btul2 minat satu benda tu, benda tu mmg akan jd mahal... even reading pun ko akan beli buku mahal2 kan. :) Lepas abis suda movie tu.. kami plan mo g sutera harbour.. Edgar mo ambil gambar sunset lg. Tp malang hari masi hujan. So kami pun trus lah balik... that marks the end of my day.... hahahha.. tq sudi baca post yg nda seberapa ni
(hari yang sangat sejuk.. ujan ja dari tgh hari sampai petang)
I wake up early this morning... Just to accompany my mom to attend the PIBG seminar talk. It's great to see all the old faces in the school. Some of them never changed though. :)
To make it short, my mom dropped me at Centre Point KK right after the talk finished where I met with an old friend of mine. Really old... It has been 9 years since we last met (mcm jejak kasih pula). He's actually my first friend when i first walked into SK Sungai Anib 1 in 1996... We lost contact to each other after I moved to KK in my secondary school and by God's will, he found my friendster by internet 2 weeks ago. :D
We were basically reminiscing the good old time that we had spent together in primary school and it's full of laugh and fun indeed. He called me a 'nerd' for carrying big bags and big water bottle to school. Damn, he even remembered how i walked n the way i dressed myself. Frankly speaking, there were a LOT of sweet memories to recall... Wrestling at the back of the class before the additional class began, playing stupid run and chase game, playing erasers, kena rotan by teacher Joraidah ramai-ramai in the middle of the field, getting my Math exercise book thrown away by Ms Chang for unknown reason,and the list will go on... I swear those memories will always be kept in my heart. Reminding just how innocent i was before.. :P
I never realize that I actually experienced such a fantastic and memorable moments during my childhood days. hahahaha... and i seriously miss those faces whom i never got the chance to say good bye before moving to KK... Im definitely happy with this kind of reunion and may God bless them in everyway they do
It's been a while since i hang out with Ikhwan and Afzan.. The last time was d day before Hari Raya i guess. We decided to go to Citymall and and had drinking session at the Oldtown White Coffee. That was d second time i came to this coffee house. The 1st was in 2007 whereby Adi was craving for ice cream toast on the night before the fasting month began. We visited Mark at Starbucks and had a short chit chat. The good thing is he offered us 30% discount to have a coffee there. The bad thing is we still didnt have enough money to afford that. Maybe next time lah ya Mark. :)
Haiz... That was really not my day. I ordered an ice cream toast but only to find out that they were running out of ice cream. i was like 'duh'. Come on, Giant is just nearby. Walking three minutes long to purchase the ice cream wont hurt isnt it. As the result, i ordered the ordinary kaya butter toast. Well not bad at all. Having it with an Oldtown Twin Shake Coffee (not sure about d exact name) was a good combination actually.Well we're jz basically chit chatting for d next 30 minutes. I jz found out that Cikgu Musli actually has a blog. hahaha.. cool...
me and ikhwan
me and afzan
It was already 9.30pm and there were still many people walking around unlike Centre Point which is already dead by 9.00pm. I was a bit surprised actually ... Hahaha.. I found this Polo pouch which was orginally rm39 priced. Not long after that a salesgirl approached and informed me that there was 50% discount going on for d whole bags for sale including that nice pouch. Without a second tought i bought it with rm19.50.. Not bad wasnt it? Hehehe.. The bad news is i only have rm10 left in my wallet right now.. geez... Im looking forward for another hang out this friday which is Mark's off day.
After having a nice dinner with Dr Roddy, i came back and reached home around 10.00pm. I was just about to reply Edgar's comment on d previous post and d modem was turned off. Left with frustration, i forced myself to sleep only to find out that i woke up at 1.00am... yeah nice~ :(
Well i couldnt sleep after that... no internet though... Nothing to do, so I opened my MS Word and was thinking to rewrite my first 'cerpen' in my high school days... That is why this post is entitled 'Pengorbanan'. I wrote this during my 'ujian setara 2' when i was in form 5. Only the story line is d same... I alter n improvise it a bit so it will look more refreshing to me. I did post this 'cerpen' in my previous friendster blog which i had deleted a couple of months ago. hahaha... I spent like 3 hours to rewrite this. D story line is still d same as d previous one so it's not really that hard. Long time I havnt spent my time 'buat karangan' and it is very fun indeed.. It is pure fiction and has nothing to do with anybody, neither the living nor the dead. To those who wants to plagiarize, ask for permition 1st k...
“Allahuakbar Allahuakbar…” kedegengaran laungan azan memecah keheningan subuh. Terjaga dari tidur hati ku berdetik “dah subuh rupanya.” Tanpa membuang masa aku bergegas ke perigi di belakang rumah untuk mengambil wuduk. Walau seberat mana mataku sekalipun , itu bukanlah alasan bagiku untuk mengabaikan tanggung jawab sebagai muslim. Tambahan lagi aku akan menghadapi hari yang bakal mengukir sejarah dalam hidupku iaitu SPM. Setelah selesai menunaikan solat, aku keluar ke dapur lengkap dengan pakaian seragam sekolah untuk sarapan pagi. Seperti biasa hidangan sudah tersedia untuk dijamah.
“Kau dah solat tak Adli?” ibu ku bertanya terbatuk-batuk.
“Dah ibu. Ibu sihat tak?” aku bertanya kerisauan. Sejak akhir-akhir ini, kesihatan ibu bukanlah di tahap yang memberangsangkan.Namun dia acap kali menafikannya. “Ibu tak apa-apa. Cuma penat sikit,” itulah jawapan ringkas yang ibu beri setiap kali aku bertanya. Sejak ayah meninggal dunia empat tahun lalu akibat kemalangan jalan raya, ibu lah yang menjadi tunggak keluarga ini. Sebagai anak tunggal, aku pernah menyuarakan hasratku untuk berkerja sambilan. Namun ibu membantah hasratku sekeras-kerasnya. “Kau tak payah kerja, ibu mampu menyarah keluarga ini! Kau belajar lah baik-baik. Tak payah risaukan ibu. Risaukan diri kau dulu.” Kata-kata ibu beberapa tahun lalu masih lagi terngiang-ngiang jelas di telinga ini.
Aku teringat peristiwa yang berlaku awal tahun ini di saat semua pelajar sibuk membayar yuran SPM, hanya aku seorang yang belum membayarnya. Pihak sekolah memberi tempoh masa dua minggu untuk yuran itu dilangsaikan. Mendapat tahu berita ini, ibu bertungkus lumus berkerja lebih daripada biasa. Selain daripada hasil jualan kuih muih yang tidak seberapa, ibu mengambil upah menjahit daripada penduduk-penduduk kampung dan jiran-jiran terdekat. Ibu sanggup bersengkang mata menyiapkan jahitan yang ditempah dan pada masa yang sama membuat kuih untuk dijual keesokan paginya. Berkat usaha ibu, akhirnya masalahku berjaya diselesaikan. Kadang kala aku rasa bersalah kerana tidak mampu menghulurkan sebarang bantuan. Hatiku yang melihat setiap titik peluh ibu jatuh berguguran tidak mampu digambarkan dengan kata-kata. Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu perasaanku di saat itu.
“Oi, Adli! Apa yang kau termenung tu? Dah lewat ni” Aku terjaga dari lamunanku. Tanpa membuang masa aku menyalam tangan ibu dan bergegas ke sekolah yang terletak tidak jauh dari rumahku. Awan mendung pantas berarak menandakan hujan bakal membasahi bumi tidak lama lagi. Aku mengorak langkah lebih pantas daripada biasa dan akhirnya tiba di sekolah sepuluh minit kemudian. Tidak lama selepas itu, titik-titik hujan akirnya jatuh berguguran. Fikiranku menerjah mengimbas kembali peristiwa yang berlaku tahun lalu.
Pada hari itu, aku yang baru sahaja selesai menjalani aktiviti ko kurikulum terkandas di sekolah tatkala hujan turun dengan lebatnya. Aku bercadang untuk balik selepas hujan berhenti. Aku menunngu dan menunngu namun hujan masih belum menampakkan tanda-tanda untuk berhenti. Hari sudahpun senja dah aku bercadang untuk meredah hujan balik ke rumah. Baru sahaja aku bangun dari tempat duduk, kelibat ibu kelihatan dari jauh datang membawa payung. Air mataku menitis tanpa aku sedari. Betapa besarnya jasa seorang ibu terhadap anak-anaknya. Lebih-lebih lagi ibu kandungku ini. “Kring Kring!” loceng berbunyi bising membawa aku balik ke alam nyata. Aku mengambil semua alat tulis dan bergegas masuk ke dewan peperiksaan. Dengan lafaz bismillah aku membuka kertas soalan dan menjawab dengan tenang.
Masa pantas berlalu dan tanpa aku sedari, hari ini adalah hari keputusan SPM diumumkan. Dengan harapan yang utuh, aku membuka langkah ke sekolah. Rasa gementar itu memang tidak dapat dielakkan. Lebih-lebih lagi apabila Awang memberitahuku bahawa aku mendapat 10A1 setiba saja aku di pagar sekolah. Pada mulanya aku bersangka itu hanyalah sekadar gurauan. Rupanya apa yang dia katakanitu benar-benar belaka. Sukar untuk aku mempercayai apa yang ku lihat tertera di atas slip peperiksaanku. Itulah hari yang terindah aku pernah rasakan sejak sekian lama. Bergagai-bagai pujian yang aku terima daripada guru-guru dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan. Dengan hati gembira aku mengorak langkah balik ke rumah. “Ibu mesti gembira!” hatiku menjerit keriangan.
Aku bergegas ke dapur sebaik saja aku sampai di rumah. Hatiku yang riang bertukar menjadi panik tatkala melihat ibu tersungkur di atas lantai. Aku menjerit meminta pertolongan daripada Pak Samad, jiran terdekatku untuk membawa ibu ke hospital berhampiran. Ibu dimasukkan ke bilik kecemasan sebaik saja kami tiba. Tiada sebarang perkataan yang mampu menggambarkan perasaanku ketika itu termundar mandir di hadapan bilik kecemasan. Setengah jam kemudian, doktor keluar memanggilku.
“Adik, ibu kamu tidak mampu bertahan lagi. Penyakit barah yang dihadapinya sudah mencapai tahap kronik. Kami tidak mampu berbuat apa-apa. Dia cuma ada lebih kurang dua hari saja lagi…” Hatiku hancur persis kaca di hempas ke batu di saat itu . Air mataku mengalir deras tanpa ditahan-tahan lagi. Hari yang sepatutnya hari terindahku bertukar menjadi mimpi ngeri yang tidak mampu dibayangkan. Aku meluangkan setiap masa emas ku di samping ibu sehinggalah beliau menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir.
Kini, aku berdiri di hadapan kubur kedua-dua ibu bapa ku. Berdiri megah bersama isteri dan anak-anak yang tercinta. Aku yakin mereka gembira dengan pencapaianku andai kata mereka masih lagi mengorak langkah di atas buka bumi ini. Berbekalkan keputusan cemerlangku dalam SPM, aku melanjutkan pelajaran ke luar negara dengan biasiswa yang ditawarkan. Aku kini seorang doktor berjaya. Itulah yang ibu dan ayah impikan selama ini. Ibu, ayah, terima kasih buat segala-galanya…
p/s : i hav one more new year resolution which is to update this blog more often! hehehe
1) Dont be lazy... Read textbooks more often. Come early to classes ( it never works eventough i keep telling myself to do so. I think 'auto-suggestion' never works on me ).
2) REDUCE DotA-ing!!! ( I found it impossible for years.. NVM jz hope it will work this time )
3) Involve more in university co-curricular activites ( if time permits me to do so... CE students are super duper buzy)
4) Search for more fantastic animes n mangas.
5) Lose some weight. (I've been gaining weight like hell in KK now)
6) Act n think like an adult ( geez hav to accept that im turning adult this year T.T )
( Adi, Afzal, Hafiz, and Phil)
( Adi, Afzal, Hafiz, and Phil)
